Damn well it sounds cool i must have said that a million times in my life well to get to know me im a 19 male serving in iraq right now i work in the er of a hospital wich shall remain nameless and i guess when im off it would be good to write and maybe see my thoughts on paper i wouldnt imagine anyone being interested in my life but here goes..........I was born in North Carolina the son of two soldiers and around the time i was two months old we moved to germany were my father made rank quick and i grew to be 6 years of age then we move to San Antonio TX well may be ill fill some of that in later the thing is ive seen alot of death lately and i work with guys alot older than me and they talk about there mistakes and almost try to live vicarously threw me and its left me with a very unclear mind at this point in my life theres so many options it almost feels as though im drawning out here .....................i feel like im 19 and ive never actually been myself you know done my own thing well you see i joined the military army reserves to be more specific at age 17 and as soon as i graduated i left for all the training that is required of you and i was soon deployed and too me the army is like having parents but parents that arent very forgiving its not like you can wake up and quite your family and the same is true for the army they tell you when youll eat when to sleep when to exercise and if you fuck up thell make you do extra chores and take some of your allowance but anyway enough about that.............the feeling that im feeling at this point of my life is like the five seconds before the first game of the season starts you know right here and now that theres all kind of possibilities hell you can even when state but you also know you can go 0-10 i guess the word anxiess i know i misspeeled thats where im at right now theres more to come later
Posted at 06:11 pm by GreenGOD
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